We only part to meet again.


 A year ago, I decided to take chances, make the leap to conservation and move to India to live in a zoo with 2000 animals, not cuddly fluffy cute things, but scaly, "monstrous" reptiles. It has by far been the hardest but yet the best decision of my life so far. The Croc Bank has given me so much, made me grow as an individual, given me my own free space to explore, and finally a life I could call my own.

Today, on my last day at work, I have so many wonderful memories to take back and so many people to thank on this journey of self-discovery. From Agumbe which lead me to Rom who lead me to the Croc Bank. I have had the best colleagues to work with and the best place for introspection and confidence building. As a rookie, I still don’t know how I was given the opportunity to work with several leaders in the field of conservation, but I am so very grateful, for it has changed me forever as a person. Sometimes it's so hard to go down an unexplored path unless you have people who support and believe in you. Thank you to the Trustees, Zai and Rom who believed in me and trusted in my capabilities. Being the AD of India's largest reptile zoo has been the best job I have ever had and will be something I will tell my grandchildren with pride one day. It has been one hell of a year. I suck at farewells, and choked up at my lovely farewell lunch today, I am better at writing to express myself so here's a tribute to the best year of my life. 

To my wonderful boss, Zai, who has been not only an inspiration with the way she leads a team, but has also been a mentor and a friend who listened to me and offered invaluable advice whenever I needed it. Always been a listening ear, never turned me away and is my pillar of strength at a personal and professional level. Together we have had so much fun laughing in the office at our wild ideas, going on our field trips, to outings to our now favourite restaurant, to our evening snack sessions, to learning proper Tamil pronunciations, it has been an absolute pleasure working with her and I am now priviledged to say she will always be a good friend who I can go to anytime. She is one of the kindest souls I have come across. =)

To Rom, despite all his achievements is still such a down to earth, grounded man who lives a simple life and wants to do so much more for snakes. If at his age, I have half the energy to pursue projects, I would consider life made. His humour has kept me laughing at all our meetings and his Tamil and Hindi talks often leave me in splits. At the same time every time I have been in official meetings with him, his passion for the work he does is beyond something I can put into words. The most humble person I have come across for all that he's achieved. I leave these meetings with so much hope for change for snakes and the many people who are in conflict with snakes around India. The Indian Snakebite Mitigation project is such a life-changing, wonderful movement, which I wish all the best for the upcoming years. It has been an honour to be the Coordinator for a project which will one day save many lives, snakes and humans alike. 


To Nik, who has been like an elder brother, teaching me the ropes when I was a volunteer, supporting me in learning things and not looking down on me for not knowing but encouraging me to learn more and sometimes throwing me in the deep end so I could learn to swim on my own. One of the best lessons one can ever give someone.

To Ajay, his dark and witty sense of humour has been the best part of knowing him. Always has a straight face while the rest of us are on the floor laughing. Such an easy-going person to work with, always happy to listen and is a wonderful bouncing board for the numerous ideas I’ve had. He’s always got a rational and practical view on all work matters which I had in mind. It's been so much fun. 


To Arul, my lovely little brother who I have seen grow over the last 2 years of him working at the Croc Bank. This place is a solace for lost souls like us who need a guiding force and I am so glad he has taken it and run with it. Shouldering additional responsibilities and tasks, I hope he grows from strength to strength with each passing year and the Croc Bank is that platform which helps launch him into something bigger. I am so grateful for this year I got to spend with him, getting to know him better and  being there for each other very subtly but yet knowing that we’ve always got each others’ backs.



To Anjana, who joined at a time we needed someone to pick up the ball and run and for doing it wonderfully well. It’s not easy, two Scorpios working together but I am glad we didn’t let that affect a friendship off work hours and we managed to draw that very sensitive line of professional-personal life balance quite well. Here's to bringing our Education program to a whole new level.

To all the staff who have given me so much love and respect, it feels more like I worked for a family more than an organisation. The lovely ladies have plenty of love to give and are the most caring, simple and kind hearted souls I have ever met. Thank you so much for being home away from home.

To Toffee, for teaching me life’s most important lesson: People will come and go, the best way to deal with it, is to be as detached as you can, get all the love, give all the love, but move on when you need to. For showing me that running on the beach is probably the most satisfying therapy ever and for being my roomie and best friend over the last year. I cannot love this dog any more and thank him for making me a better person. Dogs are truly nature’s best gift to mankind. Going to miss my bunkmate big time.


The Croc Bank has given me so much, words will not do justice to this deep sense of gratitude I feel towards this place. At a time when I was in so much self-doubt and agony, it showed me a path, was a ray of sunshine and helped me forge my own path. I have learnt to respect and appreciate myself for who I am growing to be and realised that we all keep evolving, experiences shape us and who we become is determined by these experiences.

I got to be myself here, no need to worry too much about what clothes to wear to work, whether I look good or not, I have spent the last year in comfortable PJ's and geeky glasses. No one could care less. Just living by myself, enjoying the solitude of my own company has been an eye-opening experience. Over the year I have worked on so many exciting projects including revamping the signage, planning the new interpretation center, designing posters, name tags, cards, certificates, learning a little about social media marketing, dealing with government bodies and meeting many many inspiring people who make me want to strive harder to be a better person and achieve more in life. I have also developed a deep sense of respect for a group of very misunderstood animals, these amazing, fascinating reptiles. My respect for them has grown immensely through all that I have learnt during my time here.
My beautiful, simple room, my early morning bird call wake up alarms, my day filled with so much fun and activities, my nights on the beach, the fantastic food, the down-to-earth, my kind of people, the simple life, it has been an overwhelmingly great year and I will ensure that my association with Croc Bank never ends but continues in another role for a long time to come, but for now, the holiday comes to an end. 

" In the end, we only regret the chances we didn't take" 
 I am glad I took this one. 








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